Not because I want to pressure you. Just because there is something in my heart I need you to know.
I can feel that you are hurt or upset, and knowing that I may be the reason breaks my heart. I am not here to argue with your feelings. If I caused you pain, even without realizing it, I am deeply sorry.
Hu just ghare aavi ne jamva j besyo hato. I am not saying this as an excuse. I am saying it because I do not want to invent a reason, blame you, or pretend I understand. I want to hear it from you—calmly, completely, whenever you feel ready.
“I love you more than anything in this world.”
You are one of the most important people in my whole world. Your smile changes my day. Your happiness matters to me. Your voice brings me peace, and having you in my life makes ordinary moments feel special.
I love you so much, jaan—more than these words or this website could ever fully explain. When you are silent, I feel the space where your laughter and your words should be. That is how deeply your presence matters to me.
“I love you so much, jaan. I choose you, I value you, and I never want you to feel alone.”
And by “anything,” I mean the things real love asks from me: to listen, to be patient, to change where I am wrong, to show up consistently, and to respect your heart. I do not want to make one beautiful promise today and forget it tomorrow. I want my actions to make you feel loved, safe, important, and understood.
I swear to Daddy, and I swear to Maa Ambe—you know how deeply I believe in both. I say this only so you understand the sincerity in my heart, never to pressure you, make you feel guilty, or force forgiveness.
But love is not only about intention. If my actions made you feel ignored, disrespected, or alone, then I want to understand and do better. You matter too much to me for pride to stand between us.
I love you so much, and your place in my life means more than I can explain. You do not need to forgive me right now. I am only asking for one chance to listen to your heart when you are ready.